u noe sometimes..dun u juz feel so alone? ... like why isnt anyone going thru the same misfortune as you? like how does everyone be all happy and ure the only miserable? but yet u try to hide it? u dun tell anyone... and when u do, u break down and told everything to one of ur moz trustful friends but yet she turns her back and told someone else... why is everything turning against you? why is nothing going right? sometimes the pain hurts so much you feel like u dun exist anymore...
its hard to hide, but ur friends are here...u can tell them, no one else can hear...they will vow and cry for u...but u have to be strong or the one who was hit directly by the misfortune will fall...u r one way better than those lucky people.. ure stronger and when ure hit again u wont feel much pain but those u were nvr hit at all will have to go thru what u went thru.. life there are ups and downs..ur life cant go all up all the time one day there will always be something to juz push u down..but when ure pushed u climb up again now u noe wat to do!
i expierenced bad things before and i admit it was hard..but u cant really compare whose was worse...
but one thing i did was i looked in the light i didnt break down neither did i cry i was optimistic... i took the change of life as a good thing i felt lighter and happier... now i even show off to my frens whats happening but to some thinks it sucks but to me it feels like a miracle..the downfall is always the horrible feeling but the comeback will always feel different it always feels unique sadly...some people in this world were nvr able to expierence the great feeling u did..